I've reached a point where more introspection simply doesn't help. I have ruminated already enough, I think for a lifetime. The quarterlife crisis this, my country that, I don't understand why they do this and that, what's wrong with this and that, or my favorite: this doesn't apply to me so it means I will diverge, et cetera. In a way, I let it control me. I know the road very well and used to go over and over again with the exact same thing and I didn't know why. And on the side, I was annoying other people. Oops.
At this point I simply don't want to care anymore. This is it.